The big problem when you're supposed to be saving is that when you look at your bank balance you see all this lovely delicious money and temptation sets in.
It's very bad.
and my impulse control is especially bad because we're coming into "tear my hair out, scream, cry, angst and stress" season.
I make no secret of the fact I really HATE Christmas, but on top of that festive pile of stressful shit there's also 3 birthdays to plan and buy for all within a few weeks of the big day.
So that means that about now I
1: finish my christmas shopping
and
2: Stress starts to set in as I have to arrange 2 birthday parties close to christmas that most people are too fucking rude to RSVP to and like 1 person comes to in the end, organise transport for christmas itself and arrange to do something nice with husband for HIS birthday too.
This year I haven't been that organised. I dunno why, the year has just evaporated.
I'm starting to lose my damn mind.
so when I start spiralling like this you know what happens? Oh heck yeah, I BUY STUFF. To give me a momentary "feel better" feeling.
It's a terrible habit.
23 Nov 2018
15 Nov 2018
Um....
Just a random aside,
looking at my "referring sites" for my blog and discovered that the second highest referral, after Google, is a porn site.
Uh...
I... don't know how to feel about this.
They better not be fapping off to photos of me in my sexy sindy hat <_< >_> lol.
looking at my "referring sites" for my blog and discovered that the second highest referral, after Google, is a porn site.
Uh...
I... don't know how to feel about this.
They better not be fapping off to photos of me in my sexy sindy hat <_< >_> lol.
3 Nov 2018
i'm bad at resolutions - 10kg of dolls? Heck yeah 10kg of dolls!
There's a good reason i've never made new years resolutions, i'm terrible at keeping any sort of promise to myself.
The past month or so i've been getting increasingly stressed by the selling of stuff, the constant trips to the post office, making sure everything was right and proper before sending it out, the chaos of packaging up 12 things in one night, it was getting to me.
So I said to husband "okay, i think i'm gonna take a break from selling things for a bit once these auctions end"
so what'd I do?
I bought a 10kg box of monster high dolls.
*headdesk*
The past month or so i've been getting increasingly stressed by the selling of stuff, the constant trips to the post office, making sure everything was right and proper before sending it out, the chaos of packaging up 12 things in one night, it was getting to me.
So I said to husband "okay, i think i'm gonna take a break from selling things for a bit once these auctions end"
so what'd I do?
I bought a 10kg box of monster high dolls.
*headdesk*
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